A Deep Valley

I knew it had been awhile since I had posted a blog but I didn't realize that it was that long. It's been a month!! Sheesh! I should be fired or something!

I have to tell ya'll that this has been hard. A hard set of months. I knew when I moved up here that I was going to have to deal with lonliness but I didn't know what that was going to look like at all! I wouldn't have pictured it to look the way that it has for me the months of March/April and May.

I was at a low. I was at a low because of my finances. I was at a low because of the lack of friends in my new city. I was at a low because I wasn't hearing from folks back home as much as I thought I would. I was at a low, most importantly, because I was focusing inward and not upward. I was letting myself dwell on self-pity! I was letting my circumstances define my life!!

It was the counsel of some great women and from my mom that helped me to get through this! A very good friend told me I needed to get down on my face and cry out to my Father...and I did. I can't tell you how wonderful the following two weeks were for me.

I just ask for you all to continue to pray for me. This isn't the last that the enemy has for me and I know that. Pray for my support and my family. I am currently in Arkansas until Friday and will blog about that when I get back home. Thanks for everything folks!